Dear Bill,
You said that it's difficult for you to learn English well.Now let me tell you some advice on how to learne English.
1.You'd better buy a grammar book in order to improve your writing skills.
2.If you often forget words, you can copy the word in a notebook, carry with it。
.3practice as much exerises as possible
4。 To read English articles often, in order to improve English listening
5.There are many ways to improve your standard of English, if you can do according to what I say, your results will be carried out to improve English language Yours
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